Motherfuckinkids

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Sat, 18 May 2013 20:46:43 -0400

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Sat, 18 May 2013 20:34:21 -0400

There is this huge part of me that is so fucked. It surprises me that people don’t see it. I...

Tue, 14 May 2013 15:13:55 -0400

There is this huge part of me that is so fucked. It surprises me that people don’t see it.

I don’t mean fucked in the ‘im crazy’ sense i mean fucked in the ‘i am so emotionally damaged sense’

I feel like such damaged goods.

That i am beyond repair and that no man is ever going to know what to do with me or how to handle me.

I feel like i keep slipping through everyone’s fingers. But not like that try and keep me there.

I want to be great for someone. I want someone to let me be great for them.

All i’m doing is harming myself and i don’t know if i even want to stop.

I’m so so so happy with it. I apologize in advance for the...

Tue, 07 May 2013 22:32:21 -0400

I’m so so so happy with it. I apologize in advance for the shit ton of photos and especiallyyyy a shit ton when it’s completely finished.

Outline is done. Cannot wait to put color in this bad boy. Huge...

Tue, 07 May 2013 17:21:53 -0400

Outline is done. Cannot wait to put color in this bad boy. Huge thank you to Ariel at khaos ink.

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Tue, 07 May 2013 12:00:43 -0400

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Tue, 07 May 2013 11:59:42 -0400

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Tue, 07 May 2013 11:59:17 -0400

No matter what has happened, I will always want you to love me the way I love you. Ill always want...

Fri, 03 May 2013 21:45:55 -0400

No matter what has happened, I will always want you to love me the way I love you.
Ill always want you to fight.

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Fri, 03 May 2013 21:43:01 -0400

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Thu, 02 May 2013 21:56:19 -0400

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Thu, 02 May 2013 21:45:04 -0400

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Thu, 02 May 2013 21:43:23 -0400

Its the little things.

Thu, 02 May 2013 21:41:00 -0400

I work in a garden market outside all day everyday. We are located in a parking lot next to a rite aid, which has been under construction for a few weeks now. I’ve built a relationship with the construction guys, as weird as that sounds, and today they were leaving.

Its a group of older guys all from North Carolina, all of them with that thick thick accent. Every morning when i would walk across to rite aid and grab a drink they’d all say “Good morning shuga!” and throughout the day we’d yell across the lot at each other and just have an all around fun time. Even when i had to stay late and work outside in the dark and they’d all get a laser pointer and mess with me.

Honestly just a really good bunch of people.

Before they left today they came over to buy some tomato plants and say goodbye. They bought their tomato plants and we said our goodbyes and then a few minutes later they came back with an ice cold sun drop saying “I don’t know if you’ve evah had a sundrop but here you go shuga all cold from our cooler” to which i said thank you very much and told them all they were so sweet and then they go “you know you really are beautiful we all sit over there and talk about just how beautiful you really are”. I just melted right there.

It really is the little things in life like genuine, sweet people that make your day and let you remember not everyone is bad.

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Thu, 02 May 2013 01:51:13 -0400

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Tue, 30 Apr 2013 13:24:51 -0400

Forever and always.

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 03:15:57 -0400

Forever and always.

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Mon, 29 Apr 2013 20:17:34 -0400

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Mon, 29 Apr 2013 20:03:10 -0400

Funny story

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 22:37:15 -0400

I met this guy recently. He couldn’t be more perfect. He told me things like “this is why me and you will be perfect” and that he really liked me. I met his family and he made me feel special. I couldn’t even believe I was so lucky.
Then on a day we had a date he stood me up. He ignored my texts. And he didn’t speak to me for two days. I really didn’t see it coming. And I was stunned.
When he finally did talk to me he told me it happened fast and it scared him. He told me he had been hurt in the past and I believed every word.
Up until now.
He’s talking to this girl. Less than a week after he stood me up.
I told him how I felt. I told him he was pathetic.
But I’m still surprised. I can’t believe this happened again. I can’t believe people can do this to other people so easily.
I’m always left with a broken heart.